Some update... after CA08

Room after CA: notes aside, go online!

whOMG! 'regular' serving indeed

Just finished CA, feeling all fine, even though expected that it'll turn out quite crappy but nvm, enjoyed doin the paper, esp Chem, Challenging! Given more time, really really wanna redo the paper!

That links to wad i wanna complain abt sch... y in the world do they set papers that is so'unrealistic'... 60mins for 40 mcqs, which are all so 'need more than 2mins to tink de' qns, wth??? Thats for chem... which is the subj which i find most interesting but pianpian dun let me score. So far, only for maths n chem that i'd sit down n guai guai study. LOL, i gotta reserver one posts to complain abt studying...

That aside, on weds went with boss n json to eat somewer near Jin house, botak jones lol! I think the menu's meant to confuse u coz its so informal and more like a magazine, then the 'regular' for a set meal is HUGE, i bet the large is SUPERB. Managed to finish it though. Friday, after chem ppr, went out with the class guys for bowling, not bad, raised my average to 110 liao. Makes me feel like goin back to Mayfair to play often since its so inexpensive ther.

Hmmm... oh and oso, congrats Jim and Youyou! Nice string of A's. Jim, i think u can just come SG and apply for JC, then go med sch liao, ur definately the study type! As for You, unexpected wor... Ur bro arh... sad for him.

Dunno wad to do these days, its 4 days holidae so i tink i'll just focus on EC and go gym intensive.

Happy Go Lucky

Dunno if i should be doin this now... its exam in 3 days yet watched TV till quite late. Anyway, its like this, watched this show 'happy go lucky' on channel 8 at 12am... Very touching, about 3 disabled person, the mentally disabled, spasm(wads the word for it?) and blind. They are the minorities who live in our society and have their own touching story. Live with discriminations and stares... they've to be both strong willed and patient... sometimes they might not have faith in themselves (thinking that people will mock or symphatize em) and thats the biggest hurdle. I'll stop with the wise/ noble words, I jus think they're great, xiao di wo peifu!

From this, I think I am very very very very very very very very very veryvery very very very veryvery very very very veryvery very very very veryvery very very very veryvery very very very veryvery very very very veryvery very very very veryvery very very very veryvery very very very veryvery very very very veryvery very very very veryvery very very very veryvery very very very veryvery very very very veryvery very very very veryvery very very very veryvery very very very veryvery very very very veryvery very very very veryvery very very very veryvery very very very very FORTUNATE. I love my parents and what the world gave me. Most importantly duno why got this feeling I WANNA help these people, I just want to! Shyt? Issit coz of mum's influence? She just loves to help any1 around her, for no reasons, for no returns. Everytime I sae her chi kui... sekali i next time oso liddat la! Will think over these stuffs, mayb will be concern to my career at the mean time continue muggin!

Mug mode: [Night]

Its seems like I M nocturnal... 1st day of CA study quest, no mood at all... CANT STUDY!!! 1stly cant sit still, 2ndly nth goes through the brain, 3rdly just dun feel like writing. Probably cannot do any muggin in the day and guess hav to try at nite... Usually wake up study at 3am, it works! so, tonight gonna study like till 3 then go slp, wake up arnd 10am then do some less intensiv work. That's it! I've decided to go with this mugging style, abit abnormal but hav to try since its the better way.

In the afternoon, day dreamin, then suddenly remember this tune and song 'So when you smile like Mona Lisa, My heart falls to piece...' Ooh, thats the so long time ago song I used to listen during the days in Gandhi. Anyway, the song is soooo nice mayb coz its part of childhood and duno y suddenly thought of its tune...(By right should be concentrating on studies LOL!)

MC camp 08

Wee~~~finally the camp is here! After all the planning n preparation for weeks... Friday to Sat, 20 hrs camp.

Before that was A level result release... both happiness and sorrows, PJ results not bad actually, quite a number straight A's de. Congrats to J3s, LOL! felt sorry for those who didnt make it or results not as gd de, some were seen crying, i dun even dare to take photos la, scared they emo then come rip my cam apart. Hmmm, other imp tings include release of A's MT results, got B Merit!!! Yay! think quite gd le la, coz didnt expect better, rmb during the ppr, treat it like some exercise ppr la, didnt really do it seriously :P but here it is... B!

Moving on to the camp, hmmm, total turn up arnd 20... a third of J1s n rest J2s. Starting off, had intro then fun games which was rather successful and most of us get to know each other names, know but not familiar. Sihui very enthu, nice nice, shes like the drive to all the events, thanks da si jie! Well, had bbq after that and I think it was a total failure, mainly coz of the food, too much, ended up throwing em. Felt really really bad abt wasting those food... sigh~

The schedule changed quite abit, no more debrief due to the retarded bbq. After cleaning up, went to bathe then go up to chiill alil in at the 'bunk'. At arnd 2am, me n Haozhao still havin meeting n doin planning for tml, poor her, dun tink she very used to this kinda jobs... staying up late for the 1st time, then have to accept lots of changes. I'm really really sorry for that gal... Hope u understand; mayb can treat this as a trial coz dun tink u've experienced much difficulties in 'work'. Pls dun hate me coz i know u feel fustrated and sad at one time coz i sound abit bossy and demanding, sorry sorry sorry! On the other hand thanks Jes for being the negotiator, that 1 sentence did enlighten her.

Aside from emo stuffs, Day 2, everything went as planned, well... sort of... the 1st part. morning call for every1, i slept like 5mins? Me n Haozhao went all over the sch to set up stations. Then at arnd 9 start the race... Here i shall evaluate each station

1) Human Twister
Was quite successful, the game was simple in the 1st place i tink, anyway hope every1 loves that game... originated from Negi Magi Magister!
2) Mentos wadeva
Supposed to be very simple game, blindfolds and tied legs, bowl of flour and bucket of coins. Only miscalculation is the pepper part... So sorry to all participations... didnt think the pepper cause so much discomfort. Its my idea! My Fault!
3) 3D Spiderweb
This started out to be horizontal web, last minute jus came out with this. Quite challenging i guess, like goin through a infra-red field... nth to evaluate on this.

Lastly, its water games, not really considered a station, mayb a final showdown? Start off with attack or block, abit way off from wad is planned, these people arh... as though must wet some1 then happy, they jus kept moving! Anyway, i was like 40% during tis game, and like getting to the end, 100% wet... Those J2s... Tady(particularly, must get me at all cost), Mai n Sihui... i guess nvm la, since they help set the mood, i cant possibly be pissed off. To get the programs running, proceed on to water bomb! Nth to sae, bombs away! Joined in the fun too, so so very fun that I forgot the time :P Ended like 12+. Had debrief then break camp.

Got bro to pick me up after leaving sch coz was totally beat... although no other casualties, my specs had, got chipped off coz off Guihao's attck, nvm i guess, accidents happen and its not like it'll affect me much. Got home straight away slp then only woke up for dinner...

More importantly, things that i learn through the camp. Being a leader is really not easy, esp when u need to earn respect and trust. Lucky the J1s very steady and also the J2s, quite cooperative. But i'm really really curious to know about every1s honest thoughts abt my performance as camp OIC, anything bad, crappy, shytty, Just tell me! Abt Haozhao's case, think that i'm mostly at fault, didnt put myself into your situation and duno u r so fragile and easily panicked. I'm too much concerned with getting the camp perfect... my bad, i'll rmb this lesson forever: to be in some1 else's shoes. Lastly, I'm glad that i had another perfect memory in PJ as a student, the fun times and people, thank you all of u for making my college dream come true!

Well, thats all for camp, CA's comin up, full force weiwei! Fight-To-OH!!!


Camps always reminds me of this very cute song, Haha! To those who think camps sux and terrible... think twice! Its fun!

last day of J2-T1

Its officially last day of Term 1, time past real fast in feb... during jan was complaining abt sianess, then now feb gone liao! of course... means CA lo. No real stratergy on how to fight this battle... just mug like mad during the hols? Its 1 week, i'd think its too long, makes me wanna sleep and slack around... Study maths, erh, chem on monday.... hmmm, no... still got so many days ahead, slack for 2dae bah! <--- this is the usual reaction bah.

Anyway today very very slack in school. Early in the morning receive award for the SDMA... merit onli. bo bian, cannot expect much, the project is done so half heartily and rushed. 1st lesson chem tutorial, piang jus did revision on organicx based on rev ws 1 and 2. 2nd tutorial was maths followed by lecture... nth much, all rev stuff. Lastly GP, lol, quite boring coz the last part of the lesson was reading... End of the day... hmmm, i only remembered the 'all the best for your exams' from all teachers the class see today.

After end of the thing got class bonding... not very 'nice' actually... 1st not every1 wanna play tis murderer game and some of em dun even noe wad isit... not even me i tink. So... there's like many moments of silence then silence then silence again... totally not in the mood. Initially wanna prank/sabo Sam the bday boi... due to some reasons, everything jus failed. Blame on what? Failed to plan? Break down in msg? inappropriate way to sabo? Tml GP? Wadeva issit, i dun like the feeling of it.

And as for this week, wanna concentrate on camp, once ended max drive on CA. Oh...and Happy Birthday Samuel!

So the fault lies in...

Why in the world am I so worried? (M:coz u bother F:U've nth better to do!)
Why do I care so much? (M:its your duty. F:ur retarded)
What is it with me? (M:ur gd, keep it up! F:eat dust, ur wasting time!)
In the 1st place why do I have this character? (M:Inheritance F:u just stabbed yourself)

It sux to sae that responsibility is a virtue... Its bullshit!
Why issit everytime, i wan things done perfectly, issit coz i bother how pple judge me? or issit the way i am... It just sux... waste time, waste energy and sacrificing important stuffs. I hate myself! Why cant I just, giv simple answers like 'wdv', 'ok, then how?' or 'ya, try la'??? Wished i'm given a month to be in those idlers shoes, ignore this and 'sui bian' that.

Wake up Shuwei! U better stay low this year... Dun let responsibili-saur bite your ass and lose your A's.

Out of curiosity...

Gearing towards common test... 1st paper on fri budden more importantly is the content subjs thats on week 1 of term 2. This morning woke up... nv moved, stayed motionless on bed... thinking about preparation for common test. Basically drafted this out. Letter of credit (time):

Total time till 17th March: 14 x 24hrs = 336hrs
-sleeping time required: 14 x 6 = 84hrs
-time used for travelling: 14 x 2 = 28hrs
-time wasted in school for many stupid reasons: 14 x 1 = 14hrs
-attending lessons which are 50% useless: 14 x 6.5 = 91hrs
-irritating hw/assingments(No explanation, its just alot!): 14 x 3 = 42hrs
-random things every(most?) human does (bathing,shytin,etc.): 14 x .75 = 10.5hrs
-meals + uneccessary snacking(bobian 1, its me afterall): 14 x 1.5 = 21hrs
-choosing clothes/socks to wear(must see mood and horoscope): 14 x 0.1 = 1.4hrs
-smsing and answering calls: 14 x 1 = 14hrs
-idling/open fridge(very irritating habit but its just enjoyable): 14 x 0.5 = 7hrs
-thinking/planning things that nv came true/nv do(shyt!My pasttime): 14 x .5 = 7hrs
-social life(reduced to a pathetic amount since JC): 14 x 1 = 14hrs
-responding/talking to family: 14 x .5 = 7hrs
-wash dishes and all tidying or cleaning work at home: 14 x .5 = 7hrs
-complainin on blog/ surf net/ manage dls: 14 x 1 = 14hrs

WHOAMG! exceeded liao!!! ~26hrs...wth, wer i get these back? I still haven include Revision time!

Oh ya...
+holidays no hw, can revise: 9 x 3 = 21hrs
-holidays got camp!: 24hrs
+holidays no lessons.. oops: 9 x 6.5 = 58.5hrs
-holidays sleep long(another bobian thing): 9 x 3 = 27hrs
+holidays no need go sch: 9 x 2 = 18hrs

Hmmm.... 20.6hrs to spare... but thats like over the 14 days... wth... some random crap will jus fill up this slot. How?How?How? Assuming really got 20hrs left for rev... thats like 5hrs for eac subj? wadde... study 2 chaps? I freakin wanna kik off lots of bad habits man... but i love idling & day dreaming! Maybe i'm abit way off... wads there to b kanchiong abt CA... I think i'll jus pace myself with the given time to learn wad i wan n not wad the tests wans. yeah! gd resolution! abit fake though! :P who'd wanna fail CA...